Monday, September 19, 2005

ThouGhT

The highest aim in life - To know God and do His will
The most enriching good habit - Complimenting others
The most destructive bad habit - Worry
The greatest joy - Giving
The greatest loss - Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work - Helping others
The ugliest personality trait - Selfishness
The most endangered species - Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource - Our youth
The ugliest look - A frown
The greatest "shot in the arm" - Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome - Fear
The most effective sleeping pill - Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease - Excuses
The surest way to displease God - Unbelief
The most powerful forces in life - Love T
he most dangerous piranha - A gossiper
The Greatest Life-Giver - The Creator
The worlds most incredible computer - The brain
The worst thing to be without - Hope
The deadliest weapon - The tongue
The two most power-filled words - "I Can"
The greatest asset - Faith
The most worthless emotion - Self-pity
The most beautiful attire - A SMILE!
The most prized possession - Self esteem
The most powerful channel of communication - Prayer
The most contagious spirit - Enthusiasm
The most urgent need - SALVATION
The greatest attribute of the prophets - Obedience
The GREATEST - ALlah
~*~
My dear naemah yusop..
may you enjoy ur greatest day....
~*~

Saturday, September 17, 2005

JaLaN MesTi Ke DEpaN.......

Ke maktab..ingat nak regist bilik..tapi tutup rupanyer..
hmm nampaknya tak esok, lusa..
Haaha..isnin minggu hadapan kembali ke tapak perhimpunan dan nyanyi lagu maktab balik...
Alamak buka semester nih ada subjek PJ lagi....
Opss Adeq Padel..memang minor kami 2 laa...English n PJK...ari tu tersalah informasi..

Balik dari maktab nampak muka my bro sedey semacam....
rupanya..kena saman..bawah umur bawa motor..
Apalagi bisingla mama n abah...sian dia
As elder sis, try to cover for him..
kesian kat dia...lagipun he realised his mistakes....
sampai tak dinner adik saya sorang nih..
balik surau abah pujuk balik...kasih ayah tak kemana

hidup....belajar dari kesilapan
moga apa yang terjadi sebahagian dari kafarah dosa yang dilakukan...

lepas tu lepas lah..ambil pengajaran..
jalan mesti kedepan...

Ya ALlah..terima kasih..moga diri terus diperingatkan....
especially nak dekat Ramadhan nih....

A beautiful message that proves a loving point!


There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.

As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved. In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.

After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes." ButSally said, Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.

Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing. Grandma said, "I'm sorry, but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiledand said, "Well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help." She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.

After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's he finally couldn't stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed the he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, "Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing.But because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you."

Thought for the day and every day thereafter:
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done, the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, debt, fear, hatred, anger, unforgiveness, bitterness, etc.)

whatever it is, you need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing, He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you. The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets.

Friday, September 16, 2005

:: GooD ByE ::


YaNG Ditinggalkan....


YanG akaN dirindui,


So long ...farewell
To you my friend
Goodbye for now
Until we meet again
Its being great
to play and sing together
in a box
and its time to say
goodbye..
so long...farewell
To you my friend
Goodbye for now
Until we meet again



Thanks dear...


^ Gonna miss all of you ^

Am I Lucky??

Kata Thiru, one of my classmate: ur damn "lucky" ....
My best friend since my age is 5 years old, Suhana said: nasib selalu menyebelahi awak....

Bertuahkah saya???

Mama sering kata saya tidak bersyukur dan sering mengeluh??
Benarkah??!

Saat mereka sukar untuk mendapat tempat..
disitu saya berdiri..
dan disitu juga saya..
masih menyanyikan lagu sakit dan pedih

Adakalanya peluang tidak datang sekali.
Adakalanya keputusan harus dibuat biar perit.

Benar kata Sara..
Tidak perlu memenjarakan diri kali keduanya..
kerana tiada ertinya manis tanpa wujudnya kepahitan..
Belajar untuk bersedia atas seribu keperitan kelak..

Mungkin langkah ku agak lambat...
namun cita tak pernah mati..
Mungkin langkah ku agak terbatas..
namun kali ini biarlah bukan untuk diri sendiri..
tapi untuk mereka...
mungkin untuk Ashwa, mungkin Fatiha, Amelia, Santhene dan ramai lagi...

terima kasih kerana memberikan cikgu kekuatan..

Yes..I'm damn lucky to meet these girls..
Yes..I'm damn lucky to be given this opportunity...
Yes..I'm damn lucky to have u as my friend...

Ya Rabbi...maaf atas keterlanjuran diri........

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

"GReAt AdVenTuRe"


When a challenge invites us
to try something new,
To attempt something different
from most things we do
When we look deep within
or go out on our own
To discover ourselves
To explore the unknown


When our strong curiosity
dares us to learn
And horizons expand
with each corner we turn
Then we know how adventure
Puts dreams to test
And how great life can feel
When we give it our best

~*~

Special Dedication to Mrs Asmiza @ Wardah's ummi

"Whatever delights you,
Whatever intrigues you,
Whatever, you'd like to explore,
This comes with the wish,
That the year ahead leads you
To all that you dream of- and more"

~ happy Birhday buddy ~

~*~

` 4 those Who are StruGGling `


Sometimes it's everyone saying,
"well done!"
When goals have been met
or a game has been won,
Its trophies, awards,
or an A on a test,
A standing ovation
for doing your best,


More often,
Its simply a feeling of pride,
A sense of accomplishment
deep down inside,
And better than any award
on a shelf,
Its the honest respect
you can feel for yourself

You can do it!
You will succeed
There isnt any doubt,
For you have been blessed with all you need
to bring great things about-
Character, ability,
strength and courage too
Plus many people, just like me
who believe in you!


For my two sisters yg tgh exm gerak gmpr SPM, My bro at Azhar, Egypt:Miss u soo much, My future dietitian at UPM , my famili, my KPLI coursemates: see ya nxt week @ mktab, x-masters coursemates, my 14: saper2 g Melaka infrmler, my PTD members, Fadhil: All d best 4 ur i/view, Eina n famili and of course me myself!!! oh yaa..not 2 4get for those who are reading this....


=D

Monday, September 12, 2005

BeAutIfuL GiRls





Both of you are..

Superbly special,
Gloriously gifted,
Truly terrific,
unquestionably unique,
Notoriously nice,


Astoundingly amazing,
Flat out fantastic....

Happy birthday girls ..
Hope you enjoy the praises as a gift....


p/s:
Moga Iman dan amal kita semua selaras dengan pertambahan usia..




Sunday, September 11, 2005

.. thank you ..

Dearest sister Rosliza,
Well congratulation for your practicum...
Hope you pass the cemerlang observations. You can do it!! Go sis go....




n thank you for being there for me........

k o n k l u s i

Sepanjang minggu ini:
Dunia tak lekang dengan cerita, tragedi dan peristiwa: Katrina, Mandala Airlines, Kisah Selatan Thailand, dan sudah tentu peristiwa berdarah Palestine yang tak pernah tamat, tak lupa juga peristiwa memperingati 911 hari ini. Tanah Air pula heboh dengan cerita kesan kenaikan minyak, pertikaian kemerdekaan DAP dan usaha kerajaan meringankan beban rakyat....

Sayang sekali..minggu ini saya hanya nampak diri saya..Rasa yang dialami setelah tidak lagi bergelar pelajar 'postgraduates'. Mengejutkan sekali bila rasa itu diseret ke laman ini. Dari sembunyi hinggalah ia nyata. Apapun, terima kasih sahabat atas segalanya.Rasanya minggu ini saya dikaburi dengan rasa tamak, malahan penilaian akal yang agak tersasar.....

Bukannya saya tak boleh sambung Master saya kelak..InshaALlah
Malahan...saya lupa impian, niat dan cita2 saya...

Anggap sahaja ia pengorbanan untuk apa yang saya amat cintai...
Untuk apa hidup jika hanya ada diri sendiri
sedangkan ...
saya mampu menjadi sebahagian daripada hidup mereka.....

dan sekali lagi lagu erti hidup nyanyian Dayang Faizah berkumandang dalam kotak pemikiran saya.....


ERTI HIDUP-Dayang Nurfaizah-

Angin kau membawa bahtera ku
ke mana mahumu...

Di kamar daku sering bertanya
Mana tempat ku di dunia
Tepuk dada tanyalah selera
Jika daku ingin berjasa
Memberikan hidupku makna
Tepuk dada tanyalah selera
Ingin ku (kini ku) mengenali
Erti hidup yang diberi

Dunia jadi saksi liku-liku kan kuharungi
Tiada lagi kan ku di situ
Menyaksi kehidupan berlalu
Kan ku kerah darah keringatku
Tiba waktu aku tiada
Tidak akan daku sesali
Daku hidup caraku sendiri
Angin kau membawa bahtera ku ke mana mahuku...

Kini ku berani mengemudi,
kemana ku pergi
Bagai guruh menggegar bumi,
aku tetap teguh berdiri
Penuh pengorbanan yang sejati.

inilah sebahagian dari perjalanan hidup saya............

Ya Rabbi, maaf atas segala keterlanjuran !!!!

- Insan tanpa Tuhan akan hilang kekuatan-

Thursday, September 08, 2005

~ h u j a n ~


Berhentilah hujan
Jangan di bawa ribut dan taufan..
Jangan di asak ombak di tengah lautan..

Deras hujan
Tak mungkin menyatu dengan terik matahari
Bahangnya suria
Tak mungkin menyatu dalam lautan air yang menari


Usah rakus mengaut semua


sabarlah..

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

.:: taNdAtaNya ? ::.

Sekolah agak lengang memandangkan ketidakhadiran pelajar tahun 1 dan 3 sempena peperiksaan UPSR...
Tiada kelas hari ini...agak bosan..
Dalam perjalanan balik teringat perbualan
dengan salah seorang guru yang amat3x saya kagumi....
cerita pengalaman hidup dan anak2nya yang amat berjaya..
"harus belajar pandai2x supaya tak perlu jual yong tau foo lagi"
"go as far as you can, achieve the highest...."
hati saya menangis lagi mengenangkan keputusan yang telah dibuat...
tepatkah ia..
benarkah penilaian akal saya???
jika benar kenapa saya terlalu sedih???
rasa sangat jauh.........sangat kesal.....
tiba-tiba saya terdengar dentuman dari belakang.... argh!!!?

BeBaS ?!!?

Inikah kemerdekaan yang dicari selama ini..
Jika merdeka itu indah...
kenapa..
merdeka kali ini terlalu perit dan pedih....
kenapa...
amarah menguasai diri
kenapa...
terlalu sayang rasanya untuk terus memerdekakan diri...





ingin kembali memenjarakan diri..
mungkin bukan di penjara itu...
dan saat itu..
aku mahu merdeka lagi...
Merdeka yang benar-benar mampu dihayati.......

Thursday, September 01, 2005

merdeka


Awal pagi
Mengadap tv menonton siaran langsung upacara Kemerdekaan di Putrajaya. Menarik! terutama sekali upacara pembukaan "bunga bangsa" dan acara padang oleh budak2 comel tuh.....saya sangat sukakannya.....

Merdeka..luas dan dalam maknanya. Seluas mana makna kemerdekaan, seluas itu jugalah erti penjajahan. Sesetengah pihak terus dijajah terang-terangan, ada pula terus dijajah dengan ratapan nasib diri sedangkan kunci kemerdekaan ada ditangan, ada pula tak sedar-sedar yang diri tu kena jajah, tak kurang juga yang terus dijajah dengan kisah semalam malahan ada yang tak mahu bebas dan suka dijajah...

Mencapai kemerdekaan umpama membebaskan diri dan sampai kepuncak...namun bebas itu perlu ada batasnya..Bebas bukanlah peluang untuk menurut rasa hati sebaliknya. Bebas perlu berakar dengan nilai agama, ilmu, budaya dan jati diri. Bebas yang utama tentunya dari tautan dunia dan nafsu yang memerdekakan akal dan seterusnya membentuk tingkah yang memerdekakan keadaan dan situasi................

Dalam kesibukan menyambut kemerdekaan usah lupa sambutan Isra' mikraj malam ini..

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